I see myself in the mirror,a monster,useless,a guy whose not worth putting on this earth…a guy who just hurts everyone

16/2/11 i cant seem to tell you how much you dont need to worry,to say it in words i cant,to show with gifts i cant,i dont know how but hope you can see inside me. every time sniffing either your shoulder or hair,its like idk, just heaven to me. i know it sounds weird but really when i say i love you,i really do,and yes only you :) yes eyes are what they are,they in a way do not lie. but fighting just wants to make die. i try my very best to not let all this happen,but somehow it just does. i dont know what to do with it,but only tell you i love YOU. you,you,you,you is all i can think about right now. so babyy believe me when i say its you,it is YOU! Rose Vong.. 14 more days until anni. i love you <3 mi amore

mistakes,mistakes,mistakes.. every fight,every tear,every moan of sadness always come form my mistakes. what you would call a “mistake prone”,i try my best but yeah i always fail. a guy from the face,a failure from inside. i cant make it better cause im scared i’ll fail again,i always do. im sorry if i caused pain,cause yeah when there’s me there is rain. people get sick of me i know,parents,siblings,friends,classmates,teachers,even people i dont know get sick of me. its not something i can react to nor ask not to,its something i guess i have to get used to. im sorry,i dont know what to say. cause everything mostly is true,but what i have for you also is. im sorry,what i am is someone who floats like an elephant stings like a fly. im sorry…